Saturday, April 24, 2004
/7:19 PM
oh god. things are real bad now. thurs night i really could not sleep. fever was horrid. and i tell you. hallucinations are really haunting. i cant stand it. everytime i close my eyes. i got really scared and freak out. was forcing myself to keep my eyes open. so i ended up with real little sleep. was still a little sick on fri. shall recap
friday:
maths. bleaghs.
homec. rot. head was really aching like siao. i just wanna drop dead there. recess. i barely ate and threw the food away. i went back. head was spinning aching. was damn uncomfortable. english. rotted as usual. then chinese. really couldnt stand it. i slept at every opportunity. i din even bothered to think for ting xie. i just hurt too much. then the spelling on the board. she freakingly made me think of zhao ju and stuff. i really dont know. think until head so pain. and i was suddenly very cold. whole day i suddenly cold. then hot. urgh, horrrible. then i was really like ice. i din wanna go fro science. she almost forced me to take my jacket off. i was shivering lor. blah. i survived. went out. was really reluctant. watched 50 first dates. yepp.. ok.. then dance. some rubbish larh.
today:
lord of the rings exhibition. a little boring. but the special features part was FUN!! neo was sucha nice nice teacher ya. it was as if she was from the 40s. urgh. full of rubbish la she.
me gen esh did the stupid video thing. but it was great fun. haha, shervon was a great sport too. converted it to the vcd. it was kindof maluating when people looked at us. they should have curtains. urgh. then i RUSHED home to change and get my books. i went to study. yesh. STUDY. get my idea? with belle. we hang around talked rubbish. at bugis. and i bought a new wallet!!! yay!!! haha. im broke. really. pathetic.
mid year coming. freaking scared. i hafta do well. but.. im stupid. wad can i do. urgh. mugging like hell recently. but dad just has to be in a bad mood. he asked me wad i wanna eat. i said. [dont know.] he flared up. scolded me. say we shant eat. and i'll have no pocket money next week. wad the hell is wrong with [dont know] idiot. im freaking pissed.
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